paige-leigh proudly

annouces her new baby

brother

This memorial website was created in the memory of our little 

princess

Paige Leigh Currie

who was born in Aberdeen, Scotland, United Kingdom 

on Monday December 19th 2005 

and fell asleep on Tuesday December 20th 2005.

 We will remember her forever. She is always in our hearts.


Please feel free to view a video of our darling baby girl 
paige-leigh click on link below.
(you need to stop the music on Paige-Leigh's website for you 
to hear the music in paige's video) 

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A PRECIOUS GIFT FOR PAIGE-LEIGH FROM SHERYL (ALISON'S MAMMY)

BEREAVED PARENTS WISH LIST

I wish Paige hadn't died. I wish I had her back.

xxxxxxxxx

I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name.
Paige lived and was very important to me.
I need to hear that she was
important to you also.

xxxxxxxxx

If I cry and get emotional when you talk about Paige,
I wish you
knew that it isn't because you have hurt me.
Paiges death is the cause of my tears.
You have talked about my child and you have
allowed me to share my grief.
I thank you for both.

xxxxxxxxxx

Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't
shy away from me.
I need you now more than ever.

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I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you, but I also want
you to hear about me.
I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you
would let me talk about Paige; my favorite topic of the day.

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I know that you think of and pray for me often.
I also know that my
Paiges death pains you too.
I wish you would let me know these
things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug.

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I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over.
These first years
are traumatic for me,
but I wish you could understand that my grief
will never be over.
I will suffer the death of Paige until the day
I die

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I am working hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand
that I will never fully recover. I will always miss Paige and I
will always grieve that she is dead.

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I wish you wouldn't expect me "not to think about it" or "be
happy". Neither will happen for a very long time, so don't frustrate
yourself.

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I don't want to have a "Pity party", but I do wish you would let me
grieve. I must hurt before I can heal.

xxxxxxxxxx

I wish you understood how my life has shattered.
I know it is
miserable for you to be around me when I'm feeling miserable.
Please
be as patient with me as I am with you.

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When I say, "I'm doing okay", I wish you could understand that I
don't "feel" okay and that I struggle daily.

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I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I'm having are very
normal.
Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are
all to be expected.
So please excuse me when I'm quiet and withdrawn
or irritable and cranky.

xxxxxxxxxx

Your advice to "take it one day at a time" is excellent advice.
However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now.
I wish you
could understand that I'm doing good to handle an hour at a time.

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Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent.
Sometimes
the world around me goes too fast and I need to get off.
When I walk
away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone.
I wish you understood that grief changes people.
When Paige died,
a big part of me died with her. I am not the same person I was
before Paige died and I will never be that person again.

xxxxxxxxxx 

I wish very much that you could understand ~ understand my loss and
my grief.
But, I pray daily that you will never understand 

Valentine kisses

Hey Paige i send u kisses and bring u flowers on this very special day 
that u will enjoy from heaven.

even though u r not here we can feel the love from u that u sprinkle down from the skies above.

tonight baby we know that u r here with us as we see the brightest star shinning through on us.

Even though u r not in our family home you r in the families hearts on this
very special day valentine days

we love u
Paige.

Our hearts broke when u left us here alone sweetheart
missing u daily


Mammy

A birthday hug and kiss especially for my mammy

All my love for my mammy and

even though my mammy

misses me heaps i

will send my mammy

double the amount of my

extra special magic fairy dust

so all of my mammys

wishes come true


blow out your candles mammy and i will make all your 
wishes come true.


Open up all your presents mammy




Mammy did u have lots of balloons at your birthday.



mammy i hope you tried to have a good day i know you miss me lots 
sending my mammy heaps of kisses on her very speical day. 









and its still snowing there is at least 2 foot of snow lying 
on the ground.



This is for you daddy

The look on ur face
the shock the suprise what did it all mean
when mammy told u we are having a baby
it was me all wrapped up waiting for
my special day to arrive

I couldn't wait to meet you
for a cuddle and rest in your arms
i could see u were ever so excited
Because I knew and you knew that I would be your little girl

Remember on that special day
When you heard my heart beating for the very 1st time
a tear drop in your eye
my heart beating just for you

I may have been so tiny
mammy felt me i was a very bouncy baby
I wanted to let you both know
that I loved you very very much

Then one day I woke up
only to see that i would be coming
ever so early
but that didn't matter cos
my daddy loves me

i was put in a incubator
still daddys little girl
i heard those special words that u use
i love you baby

that very same day i had a special visitor
who this was i will only know
but they invited me to live in a world with them
a place called heaven is where i went

I know you are very sad daddy
but please believe me i will wait for u and mammy 2
in my special place
cos im a daddys girl and always will be

i want you to know that
i look a lot like u
but i have mammys temper
and i know that i can be a devil
that is all 4 u

you might not see me when i first walk thats
cos im special
i jumped a stage cos i can fly
i was giving wings

they are very special wings
all pink and glittery
only special babies get them
and im very special cos
i belong to you

I dont yet know why my vistor came for me
maybe they were lonely
maybe they needed me around
they know that i miss my daddy ever so much

hey daddy i have big hugs and kisses
all of them just 4 u
and when you are feeling sad
just look around cos you will see me
sending those hugs and kisses

im a daddys girl causing trouble just for you
i love my daddy
hes very special to me
cos he is mine all mine and i dont have to share him 
     





To my mammy


On this special mammy's day
your babies are not with you
in heaven that we are
missing our mammy

Our mammy is very special
there's is only one of her
and we might be heaven
but she is still our
mammy

Our mammy needs lots of
kisses and hugs
more today than ever before as
we are not with our mammy today
but we will be thinking of mammy

you are a very special
cos you are our
mammy


I wish

I wish my mammy was
here with me
i'm lonely and so is mammy
if she was here with me
she could hold me
kiss me and cuddle me

I have one mammy the one
that should be with me
i will only ever have one cos
my mammy will alway be
with me just not close to me

I really wish my mammy
was here then i could show
her how much i love her and i know
she loves me very much

my mammy is very special
for all my life
in my heart
xxx



I love you forever mammy sending you heaps of kisses and hugs



My Little Angel

Fly baby angel, fly baby angel
fly though the skies above
sprinkling your magic dust
on the world below

Baby angel you can sing
you can dance
you can do whatever you want
your a free spirit living in a
magic world above

You are special here, you are special there
you live in 2 worlds not many people can
you can cos your a special angel
you belong to us 


           

Angel of my heart

I see you when im dreaming
I see you when im awake
I see you day and night
you are always with me baby

No-one knows how i feel and
if they did they would not
say they do
my heart breaks without you
in my life

When you were with me i
was happy
now your gone i feel so lost
and empty

My heart has been shattered
nothing can ever fix it
there is not enough glue in this
world to mend my
broken heart

My heart will never be
whole again
cos you will never be in
my life

i miss you so much my
baby angel
if i could take you back i
would take you in
an instance






   

The world moves on but in my little world everything has stopped cos
im here without you in my arms.
Today is the 
8th April 2006


Today you should of  been born but you came early just over 3 
months ago and every day will still think of you and miss you even more. Paige - Leigh you were our miracle baby. You have a very special place in our hearts no-one can take it and no-one can fill it 
it has your name inscribed so deeply Paige - Leigh. Today we 
should be happy and overjoyed that our precious daughter arrived 
so safely but inside we are torn apart that you left this world so 
early . Mammy and Daddy and all your family miss you 
very very much we all love you forever
Paige-Leigh

lots of love Mammy and Daddy









Even though it is suppose to be spring there is still snow falling occasionally in scotland. We had some very heavy snowfalls lasting 
5 mins today (9th April 06)







lots of love

from

Mammy and Daddy





 


Nibbles is wrapped up like an Easter egg

Thumpy eats all my mummys flowers







    
Paige sweetie mammy and daddy miss u 

more than words can say

   




You pick all the prettiest flowers in heavens garden with all of ur angels friends mammy and daddy love u paige. 


   

To my family

When u see a star shining brightly
for all to see that is me
calling out for u
to see 

when u see the raining falling
for every to see and feel
thats me letting u know that
im okay 

when u see the shining moon
so round and bright
high in the sky
thats me letting u know im
sound a sleep safely on the
clouds above

when u see the snow falling
thats me letting
u know
that im having fun with
my friends in the clouds

when u see the sun shining
and u feel the heat thats
me letting u know that
im as pretty as a rose in u garden
and that u warm my heart

when u see the thunder and lightening
thats god been cross
cos all his good little angels
like me have been cheeky
and naughty but this u wont see very often
cos im very very very good
upo here in heavens garden

so when u see the stars shining ,
the rain falling,
the moon shining,
the snowing falling,
the sun shining
and even when u see
the thunder and lightening
u will all know thats its me letting u all
know that
i love u
4
eva more

Paige baby u r always in our hearts

having a break as playing in the clouds is very hard work


You left thousands of footprints in our hearts and those who love u



          

we love u for ever more in our hearts yesterday, in our hearts
today, in our hearts tomorrow, in our hearts for ever more. 

You are in our hearts forever. we love u all the time we think of u 
all the time 
not a second goes past where u r not in out thoughs and hearts

we love you paige 
love 
mammy and daddy


            



when u left us paige u never went alone as part of us went with u darling.





u r our little star that shines so brightly in the night sky












HUGS ALL AROUND FOR OUR LITTLE PRINCESS THE DIMAOND IN THE 
SKY IS THE DIMOND IN OUR HEARTS.
MAMMY,  DADDY,  GRANNY,  NANNA AND GRANBO LOVE
U VERY MUCH SWEETIE





Its raining its pouring 
the old mans snoring
paige is having fun 
in heavens gardens
water fights all day and night.




18th June 2006

Father's Day



i love u 

very much


catch my floaty kisses and 

hugs daddy they are all for u

lots of love 

your 

princess

paige-leigh

xxxxx







19th June 2006

paige sweetie you are 

6 months old

today



on the clouds u play 

on the stars u sleep 

watching over u precious family 

     



we wonder every day 

what u would be up to 



paige you are



for life you are so precious to us



my family has so much love to share 

with everyone i was made with love 

and i will always be loved 

by mammy and daddy



our lives will never be the same

cos our precious angel paige 

is not in our home 


in our hearts paige will live

forever




29th June 2006

Our precious little baby girl got her very 
 
special stone today its very  

pretty its a teddy bear peeking over the top
 
of the stone, paige-leighs 

stone has pink writing as a little princess

 derseves princess writing.





     

 

   

   

           




PAIGE-LEIGH HAS AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCMENT TO MAKE



Paige-Leigh has told some family members about her mammy and daddys news with little letters.

Today is the 21st July 2006

Today our local council put up signs throughout the cemetery where our baby girl Paige-Leigh is buried. 
They are being so insensitive they want all families to strip their loved ones graves of tributes. - why? - The council claim that windchimes are disrespectful to families who are attending  someones funeral but wait 
a minute the cemetery if underneath a flight path are they going to stop the planes flying over the cemtery during funerals - No!


All other items have to me removed due to health and safety reasons - Why? - no vaild reasons have been giving to us the grieving families. The council will only allowed families to have the headstone and one 
suitable flower holder which must be made of stone or metal.

We have a lot of support from our local paper who 
have cover the story over several days to get us some support we are so grateful for them doing this for all 
the families involved. The council refuse to back down and so do we - dont we deserve some respect as 
grieving families?


To date we have handed out several paper copies of a petition and we also have an online one currently running. Please feel free to sign this petition - you will find it at www.petitionthem.com under the heading 
save our loved ones tributes. We are trying to get a public meeting together which is proving to be harder than we thought - Why? - the council dont want to 
back down as they claim more families agree with only having a headstone at the graveside - we havent had anything in the papers about families being against us only for us. 

We arent just doing this for our daughter we are doing this for everyone affected by these rules, we are doing 
it for all families who want to leave tributes for their loved ones weather its their daughter, son, mam, dad, husband, wife, partner, uncle, aunt, niece, nephew, cousin, granparents, grandchild and friend.

For as long as we have support we will carrying on fighting for tributes to remain on gravesides.


8th August 2006

It was one year ago today that we 

discovered u were coming into our world,
 
we were very scared as we had lost your 

brother & sister in 2000 and we didnt want
 
to lose you too.

we were so happy that you were okay at 

our scan appointments, we couldnt wait for
 
u to arriveWe got everything ready now we

 were just waiting for u to come. You did 

come and you were so perfect 10 little
 
fingers and 10 littletoes. The best bit of all

 u belonged to me and daddy.


 loving you always 


PAIGE-LEIGH



  




tigger is taking balloons to our little girl paige-leigh



tigger stayed the night with paige-leigh 
cos its hard work carrying ballons all
the way to heaven











Today is daddys birthday
i am not there with him
but i am in his heart
on his special day

I miss my daddy lots 
but no one sees that i do
my daddy misses me 
everyone sees that

i wish i was with daddy 
i could give him a cuddle but
instead i will send him 
gentle feathers from my wings

if he dont see the feathers i will
wrap me wings all around him
then he will feel me 
and all the love i have for him

i love you daddy
xxxxxxx



happy birthday to you 
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to my daddy
happy birthday to you
xxxxx





Lots of people want to say happy birthday to my daddy 
cos he special to me:-
















The story below was written by all the mammies and daddies from 
sands (stillbirth and neonatal death). It was written from the heart to all our very precious and cute babies. Please do not copy this story.






Once upon a time there was a beautiful little angel sat high above on a fluffy white cloud and all around there were the most beautiful 
butterflies flying around. But this little angel had tears in her eyes, so 
her angel friends came and sat with her and asked why she was 
crying.

"I don't know why I'm here, something is missing," she replied.

So the little angel friends grabbed her by the hands and let her to a beautiful white water fountain and said, "Look into the fountain and 
see what's missing" they smiled.

The angel looked into the water and saw her own reflection and her mummy and daddy sitting by a park. They were holding each other, 
crying and talking about their little baby and wondering if she is safe 
and well.

'Don't worry", she whispered and sent a little message upon a little 
white feather. It said, Don't worry I'm fine. I could sense something 
was missing but I see you now. When you feel the wind blow, or the sunshine on your cheek - it's me, remember me xx

The angel's mummy and daddy realised this was from their precious 
baby and felt all the love of the world and a feeling of sadness. Yet warmth filled them too - of love that could only last a lifetime till they 
met again in heaven.

The angel stepped back and turned to her angel friends, "I no longer
 feel sad" she said to them "because I know I can come to the 
fountain and see mummy and daddy to blow them kisses whenever I want; and whenever they're feeling sad that I'm not with them I will 
send them a little sign that I love them very much and am always by 
their side. I will send a rainbow to brighten their cloudy skies, and for 
my brothers and sisters I will throw down white snow they can play
 in. And to show my love I will drop a white feather from my wing 
every now and again. I know I will always and forever have a place 
in their hearts"

"My mummy and daddy are my favourite special people in the whole
 wide world and our love will truly never end"

The oldest of the angels said out loud, "Think its time for a group hug" and then they hugged each other tightly.

"Thank you for showing me my Mummy and Daddy, but why have I left them?", she asked.

"You cannot leave them, for you are deep within their hearts - in every second of every day - always. Because you're too special for earth, so even though it hurts mummy and daddy you will not know pain and 
one day your mummy and daddy will be with you and it is then that mummy and daddy and you will realise that"

The angels smiled at each other with knowing smiles.

So off they flew to look for more angels and found something so 
beautiful and sparkly. They were all amazed at this. It was a magical 
star that shone so bright and so big that the little angels were 
stunned and speechless. They stood and looked and wondered 
where something so beautiful could have come from.

It emerged into a beautiful lady, and each angel saw it as their mummy She began to sing "Rest your head and go to sleep......."

All the angels were so glad to see their mummy that they did a little dance on the clouds. They were all holding hands, dancing in circles 
and giggling excitedly.

Mummy hugged her little angel and said proudly, "I can feel you all 
around me and no matter where we are or what we're doing, you will always be by my side and I have some angels down here to help me. They give me hope when all seems lost. We're safe in the knowledge 
that we never forget our sweet angels, giggling in the clouds - they'll always be a part of us, no matter where we are and not a day will go
 by without me thinking of you sweet little one"

And so the little angels fell about on the clouds giggling before one 
said, "But why does my mummy look so sad?"

Another angel replied, "Maybe it's because her heart still aches and 
the angel said, "but I don't want my mummy to be sad"

"But she's not sad is she?", replied the angel's friend. "She's not sad because she will carry you in her heart wherever she may go, because your footprints are in her heart and a bond that strong can never be broken. You also need to remember that you are loved every second of every day and always will be, no matter what".

The little angel smiled and looked fondly at her angel friends and whispered, oh so softly, "I love my mummy and daddy", and thanked them for their help.

The oldest angel smiled, "You're very welcome little one. You will always - no matter what - have a place deep in their hearts and in their minds"

The little angel decided she needed to do something very important before taking her nap, so she raised her hand to her mouth and softly blew a heavenly kiss to her mummy and daddy.

The heavenly kiss floated down and all of a sudden the angel's 
mummy and daddy felt the soft, gentle kiss land upon their cheeks, 
and smiled to themselves thinking how lucky they are to have a 
beautiful angel up above. The precious angel's mummy and daddy 
looked up into the sky and felt thankful that they had been given such
 a beautiful gift - a key to heaven.

They only wished that they could hold their precious baby in their
 arms just one last time - in the knowledge that their angel is safe 
and free from harm or pain and only feels the immense love sent to 
them from their family on earth and all the other angels.

The angel's mummy and daddy let go of the balloons they were 
holding and watched them soar far up into the bright blue sky, 
shedding tears for what might have been.

All of the precious angels caught a balloon each and and took great comfort in the knowledge that they would always be remembered, 
they all knew that although they were not on earth in person, they 
were in everybody's hearts.

The little angel's mummy and daddy held hands and slowly wandered back to the main group of people - many of whom had become firm 
friends through the Sands forum. Hopefully they would meet again at
 the next balloon release.

The angels nestled into their clouds, safe and calm and glowing in the warmth of love from their mummies and daddies and snuggled to 
sleep to dream of what might happen next. THE MUMMIES AND
 DADDIES COULD GO HOME KNOWING THEIR PRECIOUS ANGELS WAS SAFE AND WELL AND THAT THEY LOVED THEM VERY MUCH.

THE END.